[There is something to be said about having his own actions parroted back at him. Some part of him wonders if this is what their legend might sound like, when they were written into the halls of history. It'd have to be tucked away into a forbidden section, lest younger hands wander upon the more salacious parts of their tale. But once all was said and done, when they'd thoroughly changed the course of fate itself, he'd like to think their memory would indeed be put to page.
Perhaps it would be the inspiration Nicole herself was looking for?
But he's getting sidetracked, which is a miracle in and of itself. Awestruck as he might have been by her wandering thoughts, he is just as equally stricken by them. This time, a full-bodied shudder works through him. It leaves him on the back foot, and that simply won't do.
The hand on her waist pulls her in ever tighter, dangerously close to leaving nothing to the imagination. For a small mercy, he parts from their kiss to chuckle faintly, but is quick to dive back in to steal a second, then a third.]
Glad you're having fun over there. [A fourth and a fifth are peppered at either corner of her mouth.] But it doesn't seem like you're actually paying attention. Am I boring you?
[He knows he isn't — her more targeted thoughts were evidence of that. But their relationship, whatever it was now, had been founded on teasing. He couldn't simply let that part go, could he?]
[ The most transformative part of this entire affair is how comfortable Nicole feels.
There is the appropriate amount of jitters, undoubtedly, and she is incredibly quick to laugh out of pure giddiness when he reels her in that little bit closer. But she is comfortable. There is no fear in the act, now. None of the earlier trepidation about what this tryst could mean for the both of them. She melts easily into Varka's scattered kisses as if she had not eschewed all affection for six thousand interminably long years.
…That isn't to say that she didn't still find much of it incredibly embarrassing, though. When Varka teases her about being bored, the color of her face shifts from flushed pink to cherry red. Bored? Not paying attention…? How could that ever be possible?
She angles her head to mirror his gesture, pressing a kiss to one corner of his mouth. Then another to the side of his chin. The stubble that she finds there makes her wrinkle her nose: not in distaste, but in wonder at the sensation. One of her hands lifts from his chest to ghost over his jaw, feeling out the texture with her fingertips. ]
Maybe~!
[ Oh, that is a very singsong note in her voice indeed! Someone is in a very good mood. It's to the point that even her teasing sounds musical. ]
Perhaps the Grand Master should try a bit harder to hold my attention.
[ She's practically batting her eyelashes. Good god. ]
[Though this had all been framed as lessons and practice, Varka feels like he is on the same playing field as Nicole. Which is to say, he is just as easily winded and taken aback by what she chooses to do. The good news is that the third time is the charm, and this time Varka doesn't have to hesitate, or play off the way his head cants into her touch. The softness of her fingers, the warmth of both life and pyro — all paired with that damnable laugh.
Why his toes are the ones made to be curling is beyond him, but he doesn't dare open his mouth to complain.]
Nicole... [He barely tries to make his voice sound chiding. It fails, coming off far more enraptured and reverent than anything else.] You're tellin' me that all this isn't holding your attention?
[That won't do. Remiss as he is to pull away from her exploratory touch, he bites the bullet in favor of tracing kisses over her jaw, then down to what little sliver of her neck he can reach. He doesn't push his luck by opening his mouth, but he makes sure that each kiss is a weighty one all the same.]
[ The dangers of deciding to entangle yourself with a creature that could just as easily kiss you as speak to you, Varka.
Nicole keeps on giggling up until that first brush of Varka's lips over her jaw. The sensation is… demonstrably different than his kisses to her lips, or to the corners of her mouth. Initially, her brain can hardly keep up with the path of Varka's mouth for long enough to wholly grasp what it feels like beyond heat.
The moment he begins to kiss down her neck, realization crystallizes. The warmth of his mouth, the vaguely ticklish drag of his stubble over her skin, the texture of his chapped lips – Nicole catalogues these simultaneously, and her mind deduces that it is a combination she finds borderline devastating. Her fingers flex around open air for a split second before a soft, wanton noise blooms from her proverbial lips directly into Varka's mind.
This close, even with her clothing and her hair partly in the way, the way her nape flushes will likely be visible. She hardly realizes her eyes had closed until she forces them open, lips twisting into an embarrassed frown. ]
Your facial hair –. [ It's a borderline sullen mumble, and is hopefully not nearly so obvious a distraction as it sounds to her own mind. ]
[The downsides exist on both sides. While Varka must reconcile with just how devastating it is to have a partner that can tease him even as her mouth is otherwise occupied, Nicole will have to deal with just how easily Varka maintains his control. Though the sound she makes takes him by surprise, he's able to bite back any reciprocal noises, and withhold the desire to rock into her.
Though, honestly, it's hard to say whether or not that's a good thing or a ad thing. With all the sensation she has had to deal with thus far, perhaps sparing her was a mercy.
Either way, as Varka pulls back — high points of his cheeks flushed but not blazing — he does so with a smirk. He makes a show of looking her over, casual as can be, before tracing his tongue over his lower lip.]
Don't tell me you're starting to complain on me, firefly. You sounded like you were enjoying it just fine a second ago.
[ Honestly? Heavenly Principles and Celestia be damned, she was likely to die from this entirely without their input.
It's one thing to glance over at Varka when he draws his head back—her curiosity had won over her desire to avoid eye contact—and see the all-too-familiar slant of his smirk. It was another thing entirely to watch his gaze rove over her body, and another-another thing for him to punctuate it by licking his lip. Briefly, hysterically, she gets the urge to shove him as she had in the forest.
And a pet name? Nicole looks away so quickly that her hair shifts from the momentum. She shoves the knuckle of her index finger between her teeth and bites down as if it will somehow stave off her embarrassment and the heat in equal measure.
It does not. Her face remains red even as she gnaws.
Still, though! She simply could not allow him to know that she was enjoying this. Why? Because… because. Because she couldn't.
Haughtily, and with a subtle twitch of her ears—because the writer is deciding she has this capability—she faintly huffs: ]
[Well, since Nicole looks liable to explode, Varka takes advantage of the moment to simply bask. He leans back, palms planted against the bed, still smirking away. She looks... precious seems far too juvenile of a word for it, but it's the first thing that comes to mind. Six thousand years, and she could still be taken aback? Those kinds of things were bound to go to Varka's head.
Rather than offering any kind of assurance or even trying to calm her down, Varka decides to pour fuel on the fire. His hands return to her hips, and he prepares to heft her back up. She enjoyed him moving her around earlier, so surely this won't backfire at all.]
Well, if it's so bad, we might as well call it off. A shame — I was having such a good time!
[ It seems she was destined to languish in the face of the Knight of Boreas' unerring confidence. The way he settles back against the bed as if he was content to merely observe her huffing and puffing would have been dreadfully annoying in any other circumstance. In the current circumstance, she finds herself more upset by the fact that his hands are not on her.
Which turns out to be a prophetic gripe. When both his hands grip her round the waist and squeeze as if in preparation to lift her off of him, Nicole's head snaps back towards Varka so quickly that her hair truly does fly. At the very least, this time, she does not yelp. The warm weight of those hands is far less of a surprise.
He was going to make her eat her own words, wasn't he? He was going to make her ask. Or was he truly under the impression that she wasn't enjoying this? No, assuredly not given the expression still on his face.
Do I? [The good news is that he doesn't immediately move her. The bad news is that he just sort of... holds her in middair. Air jail for naughty Nicoles.] You haven't exactly said it, you know! A guy could get a little wounded, not hearing something nice from time to time?
[Judging by the positively toothy grin he offers her, Varka is having a terribly good time. But that won't keep him from teasing her, especially when she looks like this. Unfortunately, Nicole, you are very cute when you get huffy, and Varka can't resist the urge to pull the proverbial pigtails.]
But it's alright! I can take a hint. Don't you worry!
[ What would a smart, sensible angel do in a time like this? What would a great and powerful mage do? They likely would not find themself in this position from the very beginning, her mind supplies unhelpfully. They might turn Varka into a toad. But it would both be incredibly difficult and incredibly unpleasant to kiss a toad.
A sensible angel would likely acquiesce that she was enjoying the kissing, and that the brush of Varka's stubble over the skin of her neck had felt better than she had anticipated. A sensible angel would not give in to the teasing of this charming, overgrown hound.
…Pride wins over sensibility, and a strangely innate sense of whimsy wins over pride. Rather than agree easily, Nicole starts to wriggle. It's not entirely effective given that Varka is holding her aloft, but it was far better than simply hanging there! ]
You hardly deserve an ounce of praise from me! All you have done the last day or so is laugh at me, or tease me!
[ …Not to imply that she wants to be praised. She wouldn't necessarily know how to ask for it. Maybe she would like it! Who knows! ]
[The wriggling is problematic — if he isn't careful, she's going to wrench clean out of his grip. That will only take them back to square one, and really, they're getting away from the point of this whole venture, now aren't they?
Plus, Nicole's words provide the perfect opening.]
That's all I've done, huh?
[Rather than let her continue to squirm and writhe, Varka brings her back down, craning his head up as he does. If she doesn't completely try to twist away, he'll steal a kiss as quick as he can.]
Because I'm pretty sure there was a bit of that mixed in too.
[ Nicole likes kissing. Nicole is also, as it turns out, relatively easily pacified by kissing.
Varka reels her back in and crowds in for a kiss and, for a brief moment, she does contemplate twisting away. When the kiss actually connects—even with it being as quick as it is—she instinctively loops her arms around his neck. Without any of her earlier hesitation, she leans in as much as she is able with limited range of motion.
It is a clumsy attempt, given the angle, but an enthusiastic one nonetheless. The teasing was par for the course, as comfortable and familiar as Varka himself was. The electrifying brush of their mouths, the heat of his body, the warm cage of his hands on her hips… New, exciting, enticing.
She's willing to let bygones be bygones for more. She also, for once, has nothing to say. ]
[Varka, unfortunately, is not completely silent. A low rumble reverberates through his chest at the start of the kiss, a not-so-silent insistence that he had won in the end. This was, after all, the final say.
... Even if he hadn't gotten Nicole to admit to enjoying herself. Oh well. There are far more important things to focus on at the moment. Right now, one of those things is tracing a hand up the curve of her spine, alighting on the bare skin there with a shiver, before tracing ever higher to rest at the nape of her neck. He thumbs at the tender skin there.
He should move things further along, deepend the kiss in an effort to further her training. But right now, he's content to keep pressing small ones to her mouth, occasionally breaking for either corner before returning once more.
The vibration stokes the embers of a fire that had been left to simmer by their brief deviation from the kissing. Reflexively, unabashedly, Nicole's arms tighten their hold. It isn't nearly enough to cause Varka any discomfort, but it should send out a wordless message: she enjoys that.
Even though she cannot physically vocalize, she is capable of some noise outside of the confines of the mental connection. The brush of Varka's fingers up the bare skin of her spine pushes a shuddering breath from her lungs, into the sliver of space between their mouths. Was it normal to feel this electrified by the simplest of touches? Even Varka's hand at the nape of her neck is enough to make her arch, even if the motion is one performed in half-measures.
Maybe her neck is simply sensitive. Surely that is all. ]
That feels – nice. [ She speaks! And actually vocalizes her pleasure, with a tone that sounds, faintly, as though she's panting. Be proud of her, Varka, this was difficult. ]
Is it – is it normally like this?
[ Varka being greedy is hardly an issue. She is content to be greedy in kind.
It is also far simpler to meet his kisses with ones of her own, quick and fluttering. Her lips part a hint more after every individual kiss and her mouth lingers in kind, lightly sealing around Varka's lower lip whenever she has the chance.
The connection flicks on and off like a light switch, intertwined intimately with her stream of consciousness: Is he enjoying this? Am I doing this right? I want it to be – I want his hand there again, that feels nice, I can't imagine it feeling any better, am I asking for too much? I want him to want me, it has to be good. ]
[It's hardly surprising, to see Nicole so reactive. Surely Varka would feel the same, had he been the one to suffer 6000 years without a single touch. He already feels fit to burst from his own skin having spent only a handful of years without anyone to stoke his flame, so to speak.
That doesn't keep him from making mental notes here and there, marking down spots to return to based off of her more vibrant reactions. Provided their "practice" is a long term endeavor, he'd rather like to see how she reacts past the initial rush that she's experiencing.
As the question floats into his head, Varka sees fit to pause for the time being. A heavy breath escapes him, followed by a sharper inhale. Is it a sign of his age that he's getting so winded? Or just a reflection of how Nicole makes him feel?
Maybe he doesn't want to ponder the question for too long.]
Normally? [He shifts so that their foreheads are pressed together, so that their noses brush.] Mm... Yes and no. When it's good, when you click with the person you're with, yeah.
[Varka would like to hope that's part of the reason why things are so electrified right now, but. That would remain to be seen, wouldn't it? For now, he returns to their kiss, this time emboldened enough to deepen it. Nicole seems ready for it.
What she might not be ready for is how he pairs it with what her thoughts seem to crave. He drags his fingers back down, settling to trace a circle around the space where he'd caught a glance of ink once or twice. He can only hope that the way he seems to want to pull her all the closer, the urgency of the kiss they share, assuages the rest of her doubts.
[ If this situation were any different, maybe she would have teased him for how breathless he sounds. As cliche—and ridiculous—as it would be to call Varka an old man when she was several thousands of years his senior, had he not been the one to call himself such in their prior interactions?
Still. Teasing him is the furthest thing from her mind right now… and it isn't as though she doesn't have to catch her own breath when he nudges their foreheads together. Despite the thrumming of her heart, it is a welcome reprieve to simply bask in their proximity.
Clicking with the person you're with. Was that what it meant to find your perfect match? Not that Nicole was so quick to spin such romantic, naive theories from a few intimate encounters. It was hard to deny how well they seemed to fit together, though. It was equally hard to deny how attuned to Varka's touch her body seemed. Whether that was due to her own inexperience remained to be seen.
A pleased noise threads the gap between her contemplative silence and Varka pressing in for another, deeper kiss. While her grip round his neck has hardly loosened in between their quick, greedy kissing, it somehow manages to find a way to tighten the moment his fingers start to trail downward.
Varka tracing a circle on her lower back should, in theory, be a relatively innocuous motion. It was hardly an erogenous zone on most.
For Nicole, it is both the site from which her wings bloom and a vulnerable, naked area. The first brush of his fingers elicits a shiver so strong that she nearly dislodges from their kiss… which would have been a terrible tragedy indeed. Her mouth flexes in shuddering surprise as the whole of her body seems to jitter momentarily in place: flexing hands, shifting hips, shuffling legs. ]
Oh. [ It's a sound bordering dangerously on a sigh. Or a moan. ] Varka.
[ Overcome and not entirely sure what to do about it, she drags her hands up his neck and rakes her fingers through his hair. ]
[Somehow, some way, he's going to have to even the playing field when it came to communication. It didn't seem fair that Nicole could lavish praise upon him while he was otherwise occupied. Not when she deserved praise and reassurance both in spades. Even knowing this, though, he is reluctant to part from their kiss.
And oh, there are more important things to consider. He had not expected that mark to elicit such a powerful response. It makes him curious at best, greedy at worst. His fingers press in harder, kneading against the space in an attempt to draw out more. Though he does miss out on the satisfaction of being able to directly swallow the noises she makes, having them reverberate in his skull more than makes up for it.
... right. Where was he? He carefully parts from the kiss, even as his body aches for more.]
I was - thinking the same thing. [What an eloquent answer.] No notes from me so far.
[Once more, he traces kisses along her jaw, though this time he opts to move upward, rather than bother her neck again just yet. He delivers his next blow before she can even complain about his stubble again, opting to whisper in her ear:]
And don't worry about me not wanting you. Surprised you can't feel how much I do yet.
[He is... definitely very physically aware of her presence, that's for sure.]
[ Unfortunately for Varka, this conundrum is likely to worsen the further into dangerous waters they tread. Even at this point, the majority of Nicole's sighing praise was unbidden. The less composure she possessed, the higher the likelihood of her unabashed positivity leaking through (no pun intended).
Varka's fingers press insistently at the delicate, looping golden inkwork on the small of her back as if he is trying to pluck a chord. Magical characteristics aside—and the point of contact for her delicate, fluttering wings inherently made it intimate—the contact to bare skin that was so rarely touched was deeply evocative. Nicole sighs just as easily as she had at that first meandering touch, lashes fluttering.
She even makes a faint nose in protest when his lips steal away from hers. There was a need thrumming deep in her core.
Far be it from her to complain about a sensation she secretly enjoys. She is quick to cant her head to give Varka as much access to her jaw as necessary.
The brush of his lips against the sensitive shell of her ear and the whisper that follows sends shivers up her spine so immediately that she bodily twitches. Her stomach climbs up into her throat and then drops betwixt her legs in one seamless motion. For a single, shivering moment, she is utterly at a loss for what to do. Not out of uncertainty, but an… inability to formulate a thought beyond sudden, intense want.
She turns her head slightly, practically brushing her ear against his lips in unspoken desire. It might be difficult to tell given her jewelry, but the tips of her ears had turned a rosy hue to match her cheeks.
To address what he is implying… Nicole adjusts herself as much as she can in his grip, exhaling faintly. Her tongue flicks out to wet her bottom lip. ]
Are you holding yourself back on my account?
[ It would likely come across as a relatively innocent question if not for how particular she is about vocalizing it demurely. ]
[Every second that passes, every inch of skin explored gives Varka so much more to work with. It was enough to make a man dizzy, to cause his mind to run wild with possibilities. He cannot deny that there is a very deep-seated part of him that wants to have her right now, like this.
Seeing as how that thought involves torn leggings and a ripped dress, however, he demurs. There might be a tailor in town, but he doubts Nicole would want to explain how something like that happened.
More than that, though, there is the incredibly chivalrous part of him. He joked about throwing the knights' code out of the window to some degree, but it still formed the foundation of Varka's entire person. It took a unique turn when applied to matters within the bedroom, but generally, his pleasure was derived from that of his partner.
Which meant he had learned to be very good at what he did, no matter who he was with. And if that meant taking things slower, savoring the little moments as they arose, then that was all the better.]
Not at all. I'm exactly where I want to be. [He allows his teeth to graze the edge of her lobe, then noses upward until he meets metal.] But that does pose an important question.
[Once more, Varka finds himself leaning away. Not terribly far — he can barely stand to be apart in this moment — but enough to let her breathe.]
How far do you want this to go? Not - not in general or anything, we can get to that later. But I mean right now. Tonight.
[ Head dizzy with desire, Nicole practically tips over when Varka's teeth drag over her ear. Whatever initial question he might have had is almost swallowed in the sighing wave of lust that overtakes her, spilling over into their telepathic connection like an overflowing cup.
The distance is nearly painful. The heat has suffused her so thoroughly that she can feel it in her fingertips, swollen and shuddering from warm anticipation. She wets her lips again, and then a third time for good measure.
How far does she want this to go? Frankly, she can hardly fathom pausing even now, let alone navigating the nuances of starting and stopping points. Her breaths leave her in short, panting bursts as she leans back, eyes roving over his face.
Was it ill-advised to follow this thread as far as it could potentially lead? To start the evening with an innocent request to kiss, and then allow him to unravel her? Perhaps. In equal measure, though, she selfishly desires it in exchange for six-thousand years barred from this kind of passion. She yearns to lose herself in it. She aches to lose herself in Varka.
Almost mindlessly, her fingers trace over his face. Up his jaw to tuck behind his ear. Across his brow and up into his hair. She is tender about the way she brushes it out of his face, but it is a motion punctuated by her idly sucking her own bottom lip into her mouth. ]
Would it be wrong to want it all? [ She drags her fingers through his hair, over his scalp, until she can interlace them behind his head. ] Would you allow me it?
[ And maybe she's playing a little dirty, looking up at him from beneath her lashes. But she was a witch in the same breath as an angel, and a little flirtation at the right moment never hurt anyone. ]
[Maintaining such distance is just as painful for Varka as it is for Nicole. Each time she wets her lip, he has to fight with the desire to kiss her again, to savor the taste for as long as possible. Her hands against his skin make it all the worse — he isn't convinced she isn't using her pyro to burn him alive from the inside out.
Her answer is very nearly the ignition point, comes dangerously close to spurring him forward and catching her mouth in a kiss that would not end until both of them are spent. The more rational part of his brain forces him to settle, reminding him that there are important things to consider before he leaps into this.]
It - wouldn't. But...
[Nicole is not a small woman. The problem is that Varka is a very large man. Her body, presumably, lacks the kind of experience that would help her in that regard. It isn't a problem, but it does involve taking things slow. It's a point he'll have to emphasize to her, lest she tear herself apart.]
I'm gonna ask you a real forward question first, alright? [Even if his cheeks burn all the hotter for having to consider it.] Have you ever, uh... Let your hands wander, so to speak!
[ One of Varka's more significant charm points, to Nicole, is how easy it is to tease him. For as much as he went out of his way to poke fun at her, it was never as if he was immune to retaliation. This is incredibly apparent even when he is largely guiding her through this affair: it is incredibly, achingly obvious that he is struggling to leash his own desires.
Nicole likes it more than she would have initially thought she would. It also makes her want to tease him that much more. Even if it was only to test how far she could push.
His line of questioning, while obscure, physically drags her mind from that particular rabbit hole. She at least understands what he is asking – the context makes it all the more obvious. She casts her memory back in much the same way that one would try to recall an everyday memory, tapping her thumbs against his nape idly. ]
Once or twice. [ She says, eventually. Oddly unabashed, she rubs her nose against his sideburn like she's nuzzling at his face.]
I recall finding the experience uninspiring. It was pleasurable, certainly, but I became bored with the cyclical nature of it as soon as the novelty had worn off. The first must have been shortly after I chose to maintain this form… [ Translation: thousands of years ago. ] And then, more recently, while reading a novel. Does that answer your question?
[While Nicole ponders, Varka lets his hands wander. He slides them up and down her back, somewhat mindful of how their earlier skin to skin contact had rattled her, but not enough to completely avoid it. He wants to hear what she has to say, but he can't help his own selfish desires. He likes the feel of her.
Especially as she rubs against his face, breath spilling across his cheek. The hair on the back of his neck rises, and he finds his legs tensing as he fights the desire to grind into her. He needs to know what he's working with, after all.]
Musta been a good novel. You'll have to tell me about it at some point. [A sigh escapes him. Where were they?] When you, uh... did. Were you [His brow pinches. Now that he's actually thinking about the concept, words are failing him.] I mean, did you prefer any internal motion, or were you keeping things external?
[If he can figure out what she's familiar with taking, it'll be a good start.]
[ The instant Varka's hands wander back down to her spine Nicole's breathing grows heavier. It’s a subtle difference—it isn’t as if she’s panting from something as simple as a hand rubbing over her back—but a difference nevertheless.
Luckily, the fact he seems to be stumbling over his words this much is more than enough of a distraction from his hands. Nicole starts giggling before he’s even fully mumbled his way through.
Was he envisioning it? She thinks he would likely be disappointed by the reality. Both individual instances had been defined by their frustration, and utter lack of anything definitively climactic.
She pulls her head back to look at him properly. ]
You’re asking for details. I'm afraid it won’t be anything particularly impressive. The first time involved strictly external stimulation. The second…
[ A modicum of embarrassment creeps in, finally. She glances away. ]
I… attempted internal stimulation, but ultimately found very little success. I recall a sensation that was not unlike… tension? In my abdomen, but it didn’t amount to much either time. It was an unsuccessful experiment that left me feeling overheated and sticky. Which is why I mentioned finding it uninspiring.
[It's a bit humiliating, to be tittered at when he's doing his best to be a proper gentleman but... Varka won't hold it terribly against her. And to his credit, as Nicole describes her experiences, he sobers up entirely. His head tilts, eyes closing not as he imagines it, but rather as he tries to piece together the puzzle that is Nicole.]
Think that's pretty normal, actually. Especially when you're starting out. It can be a lot of work for a payoff you've never experienced before.
[His eyes roam over her form thoughtfully, not lingering anywhere in particular, but taking in the whole picture.]
Is it something you're interested in figuring out? I ask, because - [Ugh, the tips of his ears start to warm. Varka wouldn't call himself humble, but he isn't exactly a braggart, either. It makes the words on his tongue feel wrong, accurate though they might be.] I'm not - uh. A small guy. And if you were struggling with just your fingers, then, well -
[He pulls one hand back from Nicole in favor of rubbing at the back of his head.]
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Date: 2026-03-10 05:52 pm (UTC)Perhaps it would be the inspiration Nicole herself was looking for?
But he's getting sidetracked, which is a miracle in and of itself. Awestruck as he might have been by her wandering thoughts, he is just as equally stricken by them. This time, a full-bodied shudder works through him. It leaves him on the back foot, and that simply won't do.
The hand on her waist pulls her in ever tighter, dangerously close to leaving nothing to the imagination. For a small mercy, he parts from their kiss to chuckle faintly, but is quick to dive back in to steal a second, then a third.]
Glad you're having fun over there. [A fourth and a fifth are peppered at either corner of her mouth.] But it doesn't seem like you're actually paying attention. Am I boring you?
[He knows he isn't — her more targeted thoughts were evidence of that. But their relationship, whatever it was now, had been founded on teasing. He couldn't simply let that part go, could he?]
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Date: 2026-03-10 06:21 pm (UTC)There is the appropriate amount of jitters, undoubtedly, and she is incredibly quick to laugh out of pure giddiness when he reels her in that little bit closer. But she is comfortable. There is no fear in the act, now. None of the earlier trepidation about what this tryst could mean for the both of them. She melts easily into Varka's scattered kisses as if she had not eschewed all affection for six thousand interminably long years.
…That isn't to say that she didn't still find much of it incredibly embarrassing, though. When Varka teases her about being bored, the color of her face shifts from flushed pink to cherry red. Bored? Not paying attention…? How could that ever be possible?
She angles her head to mirror his gesture, pressing a kiss to one corner of his mouth. Then another to the side of his chin. The stubble that she finds there makes her wrinkle her nose: not in distaste, but in wonder at the sensation. One of her hands lifts from his chest to ghost over his jaw, feeling out the texture with her fingertips. ]
Maybe~!
[ Oh, that is a very singsong note in her voice indeed! Someone is in a very good mood. It's to the point that even her teasing sounds musical. ]
Perhaps the Grand Master should try a bit harder to hold my attention.
[ She's practically batting her eyelashes. Good god. ]
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Date: 2026-03-10 11:51 pm (UTC)Why his toes are the ones made to be curling is beyond him, but he doesn't dare open his mouth to complain.]
Nicole... [He barely tries to make his voice sound chiding. It fails, coming off far more enraptured and reverent than anything else.] You're tellin' me that all this isn't holding your attention?
[That won't do. Remiss as he is to pull away from her exploratory touch, he bites the bullet in favor of tracing kisses over her jaw, then down to what little sliver of her neck he can reach. He doesn't push his luck by opening his mouth, but he makes sure that each kiss is a weighty one all the same.]
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Date: 2026-03-11 02:13 am (UTC)Nicole keeps on giggling up until that first brush of Varka's lips over her jaw. The sensation is… demonstrably different than his kisses to her lips, or to the corners of her mouth. Initially, her brain can hardly keep up with the path of Varka's mouth for long enough to wholly grasp what it feels like beyond heat.
The moment he begins to kiss down her neck, realization crystallizes. The warmth of his mouth, the vaguely ticklish drag of his stubble over her skin, the texture of his chapped lips – Nicole catalogues these simultaneously, and her mind deduces that it is a combination she finds borderline devastating. Her fingers flex around open air for a split second before a soft, wanton noise blooms from her proverbial lips directly into Varka's mind.
This close, even with her clothing and her hair partly in the way, the way her nape flushes will likely be visible. She hardly realizes her eyes had closed until she forces them open, lips twisting into an embarrassed frown. ]
Your facial hair –. [ It's a borderline sullen mumble, and is hopefully not nearly so obvious a distraction as it sounds to her own mind. ]
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Date: 2026-03-11 02:25 am (UTC)Though, honestly, it's hard to say whether or not that's a good thing or a ad thing. With all the sensation she has had to deal with thus far, perhaps sparing her was a mercy.
Either way, as Varka pulls back — high points of his cheeks flushed but not blazing — he does so with a smirk. He makes a show of looking her over, casual as can be, before tracing his tongue over his lower lip.]
Don't tell me you're starting to complain on me, firefly. You sounded like you were enjoying it just fine a second ago.
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Date: 2026-03-11 02:40 am (UTC)It's one thing to glance over at Varka when he draws his head back—her curiosity had won over her desire to avoid eye contact—and see the all-too-familiar slant of his smirk. It was another thing entirely to watch his gaze rove over her body, and another-another thing for him to punctuate it by licking his lip. Briefly, hysterically, she gets the urge to shove him as she had in the forest.
And a pet name? Nicole looks away so quickly that her hair shifts from the momentum. She shoves the knuckle of her index finger between her teeth and bites down as if it will somehow stave off her embarrassment and the heat in equal measure.
It does not. Her face remains red even as she gnaws.
Still, though! She simply could not allow him to know that she was enjoying this. Why? Because… because. Because she couldn't.
Haughtily, and with a subtle twitch of her ears—because the writer is deciding she has this capability—she faintly huffs: ]
I wasn't. It's… scratchy. And terrible.
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Date: 2026-03-11 03:01 am (UTC)Rather than offering any kind of assurance or even trying to calm her down, Varka decides to pour fuel on the fire. His hands return to her hips, and he prepares to heft her back up. She enjoyed him moving her around earlier, so surely this won't backfire at all.]
Well, if it's so bad, we might as well call it off. A shame — I was having such a good time!
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Date: 2026-03-11 03:39 am (UTC)Which turns out to be a prophetic gripe. When both his hands grip her round the waist and squeeze as if in preparation to lift her off of him, Nicole's head snaps back towards Varka so quickly that her hair truly does fly. At the very least, this time, she does not yelp. The warm weight of those hands is far less of a surprise.
He was going to make her eat her own words, wasn't he? He was going to make her ask. Or was he truly under the impression that she wasn't enjoying this? No, assuredly not given the expression still on his face.
Her brows knit. ]
You know very well that's not what I meant!
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Date: 2026-03-11 03:49 am (UTC)[Judging by the positively toothy grin he offers her, Varka is having a terribly good time. But that won't keep him from teasing her, especially when she looks like this. Unfortunately, Nicole, you are very cute when you get huffy, and Varka can't resist the urge to pull the proverbial pigtails.]
But it's alright! I can take a hint. Don't you worry!
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Date: 2026-03-11 03:58 am (UTC)A sensible angel would likely acquiesce that she was enjoying the kissing, and that the brush of Varka's stubble over the skin of her neck had felt better than she had anticipated. A sensible angel would not give in to the teasing of this charming, overgrown hound.
…Pride wins over sensibility, and a strangely innate sense of whimsy wins over pride. Rather than agree easily, Nicole starts to wriggle. It's not entirely effective given that Varka is holding her aloft, but it was far better than simply hanging there! ]
You hardly deserve an ounce of praise from me! All you have done the last day or so is laugh at me, or tease me!
[ …Not to imply that she wants to be praised. She wouldn't necessarily know how to ask for it. Maybe she would like it! Who knows! ]
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Date: 2026-03-11 04:08 am (UTC)Plus, Nicole's words provide the perfect opening.]
That's all I've done, huh?
[Rather than let her continue to squirm and writhe, Varka brings her back down, craning his head up as he does. If she doesn't completely try to twist away, he'll steal a kiss as quick as he can.]
Because I'm pretty sure there was a bit of that mixed in too.
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Date: 2026-03-11 04:15 am (UTC)Varka reels her back in and crowds in for a kiss and, for a brief moment, she does contemplate twisting away. When the kiss actually connects—even with it being as quick as it is—she instinctively loops her arms around his neck. Without any of her earlier hesitation, she leans in as much as she is able with limited range of motion.
It is a clumsy attempt, given the angle, but an enthusiastic one nonetheless. The teasing was par for the course, as comfortable and familiar as Varka himself was. The electrifying brush of their mouths, the heat of his body, the warm cage of his hands on her hips… New, exciting, enticing.
She's willing to let bygones be bygones for more. She also, for once, has nothing to say. ]
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Date: 2026-03-11 04:35 am (UTC)... Even if he hadn't gotten Nicole to admit to enjoying herself. Oh well. There are far more important things to focus on at the moment. Right now, one of those things is tracing a hand up the curve of her spine, alighting on the bare skin there with a shiver, before tracing ever higher to rest at the nape of her neck. He thumbs at the tender skin there.
He should move things further along, deepend the kiss in an effort to further her training. But right now, he's content to keep pressing small ones to her mouth, occasionally breaking for either corner before returning once more.
He's greedy, in this regard.]
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Date: 2026-03-11 04:59 am (UTC)The vibration stokes the embers of a fire that had been left to simmer by their brief deviation from the kissing. Reflexively, unabashedly, Nicole's arms tighten their hold. It isn't nearly enough to cause Varka any discomfort, but it should send out a wordless message: she enjoys that.
Even though she cannot physically vocalize, she is capable of some noise outside of the confines of the mental connection. The brush of Varka's fingers up the bare skin of her spine pushes a shuddering breath from her lungs, into the sliver of space between their mouths. Was it normal to feel this electrified by the simplest of touches? Even Varka's hand at the nape of her neck is enough to make her arch, even if the motion is one performed in half-measures.
Maybe her neck is simply sensitive. Surely that is all. ]
That feels – nice. [ She speaks! And actually vocalizes her pleasure, with a tone that sounds, faintly, as though she's panting. Be proud of her, Varka, this was difficult. ]
Is it – is it normally like this?
[ Varka being greedy is hardly an issue. She is content to be greedy in kind.
It is also far simpler to meet his kisses with ones of her own, quick and fluttering. Her lips part a hint more after every individual kiss and her mouth lingers in kind, lightly sealing around Varka's lower lip whenever she has the chance.
The connection flicks on and off like a light switch, intertwined intimately with her stream of consciousness:
Is he enjoying this? Am I doing this right? I want it to be – I want his hand there again, that feels nice, I can't imagine it feeling any better, am I asking for too much? I want him to want me, it has to be good. ]
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Date: 2026-03-11 05:22 am (UTC)That doesn't keep him from making mental notes here and there, marking down spots to return to based off of her more vibrant reactions. Provided their "practice" is a long term endeavor, he'd rather like to see how she reacts past the initial rush that she's experiencing.
As the question floats into his head, Varka sees fit to pause for the time being. A heavy breath escapes him, followed by a sharper inhale. Is it a sign of his age that he's getting so winded? Or just a reflection of how Nicole makes him feel?
Maybe he doesn't want to ponder the question for too long.]
Normally? [He shifts so that their foreheads are pressed together, so that their noses brush.] Mm... Yes and no. When it's good, when you click with the person you're with, yeah.
[Varka would like to hope that's part of the reason why things are so electrified right now, but. That would remain to be seen, wouldn't it? For now, he returns to their kiss, this time emboldened enough to deepen it. Nicole seems ready for it.
What she might not be ready for is how he pairs it with what her thoughts seem to crave. He drags his fingers back down, settling to trace a circle around the space where he'd caught a glance of ink once or twice. He can only hope that the way he seems to want to pull her all the closer, the urgency of the kiss they share, assuages the rest of her doubts.
She is not too much. And he wants her terribly.]
We can call this NSFW now.
Date: 2026-03-11 05:53 am (UTC)Still. Teasing him is the furthest thing from her mind right now… and it isn't as though she doesn't have to catch her own breath when he nudges their foreheads together. Despite the thrumming of her heart, it is a welcome reprieve to simply bask in their proximity.
Clicking with the person you're with. Was that what it meant to find your perfect match? Not that Nicole was so quick to spin such romantic, naive theories from a few intimate encounters. It was hard to deny how well they seemed to fit together, though. It was equally hard to deny how attuned to Varka's touch her body seemed. Whether that was due to her own inexperience remained to be seen.
A pleased noise threads the gap between her contemplative silence and Varka pressing in for another, deeper kiss. While her grip round his neck has hardly loosened in between their quick, greedy kissing, it somehow manages to find a way to tighten the moment his fingers start to trail downward.
Varka tracing a circle on her lower back should, in theory, be a relatively innocuous motion. It was hardly an erogenous zone on most.
For Nicole, it is both the site from which her wings bloom and a vulnerable, naked area. The first brush of his fingers elicits a shiver so strong that she nearly dislodges from their kiss… which would have been a terrible tragedy indeed. Her mouth flexes in shuddering surprise as the whole of her body seems to jitter momentarily in place: flexing hands, shifting hips, shuffling legs. ]
Oh. [ It's a sound bordering dangerously on a sigh. Or a moan. ] Varka.
[ Overcome and not entirely sure what to do about it, she drags her hands up his neck and rakes her fingers through his hair. ]
That feels nice. You feel good.
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Date: 2026-03-11 06:16 am (UTC)And oh, there are more important things to consider. He had not expected that mark to elicit such a powerful response. It makes him curious at best, greedy at worst. His fingers press in harder, kneading against the space in an attempt to draw out more. Though he does miss out on the satisfaction of being able to directly swallow the noises she makes, having them reverberate in his skull more than makes up for it.
... right. Where was he? He carefully parts from the kiss, even as his body aches for more.]
I was - thinking the same thing. [What an eloquent answer.] No notes from me so far.
[Once more, he traces kisses along her jaw, though this time he opts to move upward, rather than bother her neck again just yet. He delivers his next blow before she can even complain about his stubble again, opting to whisper in her ear:]
And don't worry about me not wanting you. Surprised you can't feel how much I do yet.
[He is... definitely very physically aware of her presence, that's for sure.]
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Date: 2026-03-11 07:09 am (UTC)Varka's fingers press insistently at the delicate, looping golden inkwork on the small of her back as if he is trying to pluck a chord. Magical characteristics aside—and the point of contact for her delicate, fluttering wings inherently made it intimate—the contact to bare skin that was so rarely touched was deeply evocative. Nicole sighs just as easily as she had at that first meandering touch, lashes fluttering.
She even makes a faint nose in protest when his lips steal away from hers. There was a need thrumming deep in her core.
Far be it from her to complain about a sensation she secretly enjoys. She is quick to cant her head to give Varka as much access to her jaw as necessary.
The brush of his lips against the sensitive shell of her ear and the whisper that follows sends shivers up her spine so immediately that she bodily twitches. Her stomach climbs up into her throat and then drops betwixt her legs in one seamless motion. For a single, shivering moment, she is utterly at a loss for what to do. Not out of uncertainty, but an… inability to formulate a thought beyond sudden, intense want.
She turns her head slightly, practically brushing her ear against his lips in unspoken desire. It might be difficult to tell given her jewelry, but the tips of her ears had turned a rosy hue to match her cheeks.
To address what he is implying… Nicole adjusts herself as much as she can in his grip, exhaling faintly. Her tongue flicks out to wet her bottom lip. ]
Are you holding yourself back on my account?
[ It would likely come across as a relatively innocent question if not for how particular she is about vocalizing it demurely. ]
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Date: 2026-03-11 07:38 am (UTC)Seeing as how that thought involves torn leggings and a ripped dress, however, he demurs. There might be a tailor in town, but he doubts Nicole would want to explain how something like that happened.
More than that, though, there is the incredibly chivalrous part of him. He joked about throwing the knights' code out of the window to some degree, but it still formed the foundation of Varka's entire person. It took a unique turn when applied to matters within the bedroom, but generally, his pleasure was derived from that of his partner.
Which meant he had learned to be very good at what he did, no matter who he was with. And if that meant taking things slower, savoring the little moments as they arose, then that was all the better.]
Not at all. I'm exactly where I want to be. [He allows his teeth to graze the edge of her lobe, then noses upward until he meets metal.] But that does pose an important question.
[Once more, Varka finds himself leaning away. Not terribly far — he can barely stand to be apart in this moment — but enough to let her breathe.]
How far do you want this to go? Not - not in general or anything, we can get to that later. But I mean right now. Tonight.
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Date: 2026-03-11 07:59 am (UTC)The distance is nearly painful. The heat has suffused her so thoroughly that she can feel it in her fingertips, swollen and shuddering from warm anticipation. She wets her lips again, and then a third time for good measure.
How far does she want this to go? Frankly, she can hardly fathom pausing even now, let alone navigating the nuances of starting and stopping points. Her breaths leave her in short, panting bursts as she leans back, eyes roving over his face.
Was it ill-advised to follow this thread as far as it could potentially lead? To start the evening with an innocent request to kiss, and then allow him to unravel her? Perhaps. In equal measure, though, she selfishly desires it in exchange for six-thousand years barred from this kind of passion. She yearns to lose herself in it. She aches to lose herself in Varka.
Almost mindlessly, her fingers trace over his face. Up his jaw to tuck behind his ear. Across his brow and up into his hair. She is tender about the way she brushes it out of his face, but it is a motion punctuated by her idly sucking her own bottom lip into her mouth. ]
Would it be wrong to want it all? [ She drags her fingers through his hair, over his scalp, until she can interlace them behind his head. ] Would you allow me it?
[ And maybe she's playing a little dirty, looking up at him from beneath her lashes. But she was a witch in the same breath as an angel, and a little flirtation at the right moment never hurt anyone. ]
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Date: 2026-03-11 07:34 pm (UTC)Her answer is very nearly the ignition point, comes dangerously close to spurring him forward and catching her mouth in a kiss that would not end until both of them are spent. The more rational part of his brain forces him to settle, reminding him that there are important things to consider before he leaps into this.]
It - wouldn't. But...
[Nicole is not a small woman. The problem is that Varka is a very large man. Her body, presumably, lacks the kind of experience that would help her in that regard. It isn't a problem, but it does involve taking things slow. It's a point he'll have to emphasize to her, lest she tear herself apart.]
I'm gonna ask you a real forward question first, alright? [Even if his cheeks burn all the hotter for having to consider it.] Have you ever, uh... Let your hands wander, so to speak!
[Please don't make him explain it.]
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Date: 2026-03-11 11:14 pm (UTC)Nicole likes it more than she would have initially thought she would. It also makes her want to tease him that much more. Even if it was only to test how far she could push.
His line of questioning, while obscure, physically drags her mind from that particular rabbit hole. She at least understands what he is asking – the context makes it all the more obvious. She casts her memory back in much the same way that one would try to recall an everyday memory, tapping her thumbs against his nape idly. ]
Once or twice. [ She says, eventually. Oddly unabashed, she rubs her nose against his sideburn like she's nuzzling at his face.]
I recall finding the experience uninspiring. It was pleasurable, certainly, but I became bored with the cyclical nature of it as soon as the novelty had worn off. The first must have been shortly after I chose to maintain this form… [ Translation: thousands of years ago. ] And then, more recently, while reading a novel. Does that answer your question?
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Date: 2026-03-11 11:56 pm (UTC)Especially as she rubs against his face, breath spilling across his cheek. The hair on the back of his neck rises, and he finds his legs tensing as he fights the desire to grind into her. He needs to know what he's working with, after all.]
Musta been a good novel. You'll have to tell me about it at some point. [A sigh escapes him. Where were they?] When you, uh... did. Were you [His brow pinches. Now that he's actually thinking about the concept, words are failing him.] I mean, did you prefer any internal motion, or were you keeping things external?
[If he can figure out what she's familiar with taking, it'll be a good start.]
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Date: 2026-03-12 12:22 am (UTC)Luckily, the fact he seems to be stumbling over his words this much is more than enough of a distraction from his hands. Nicole starts giggling before he’s even fully mumbled his way through.
Was he envisioning it? She thinks he would likely be disappointed by the reality. Both individual instances had been defined by their frustration, and utter lack of anything definitively climactic.
She pulls her head back to look at him properly. ]
You’re asking for details. I'm afraid it won’t be anything particularly impressive. The first time involved strictly external stimulation. The second…
[ A modicum of embarrassment creeps in, finally. She glances away. ]
I… attempted internal stimulation, but ultimately found very little success. I recall a sensation that was not unlike… tension? In my abdomen, but it didn’t amount to much either time. It was an unsuccessful experiment that left me feeling overheated and sticky. Which is why I mentioned finding it uninspiring.
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Date: 2026-03-12 12:46 am (UTC)Think that's pretty normal, actually. Especially when you're starting out. It can be a lot of work for a payoff you've never experienced before.
[His eyes roam over her form thoughtfully, not lingering anywhere in particular, but taking in the whole picture.]
Is it something you're interested in figuring out? I ask, because - [Ugh, the tips of his ears start to warm. Varka wouldn't call himself humble, but he isn't exactly a braggart, either. It makes the words on his tongue feel wrong, accurate though they might be.] I'm not - uh. A small guy. And if you were struggling with just your fingers, then, well -
[He pulls one hand back from Nicole in favor of rubbing at the back of his head.]
I don't want it to be unpleasant for you, is all!
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